there are nights like these when you are so sad that you can’t even cry, you’re just THAT sad.
Who could give the wonders of Earth and sky,
Ask me anything
there's someone greater than you or I.
When you walk through the woods and the birches nod,
please meet a friend of mine, named God.
I still probably do, but I won’t let myself feel it anymore. I’ve had to fold him up in my mind, like a little paper doll, and tuck him away in the box with all the other things I once loved. He never cared about me like I’d hoped he had and he never noticed me like I’d dreamed he had. Once, he was doing a ministry training seminar and out of nowhere he said, “Sometimes, the truth sucks.” And how absolutely true that is.
I’m really really sorry I haven’t been posting for the past few months! If you want a life update/ you have any questions about what’s been going on with that “special someone” and the rest of my life, feel free to inbox me!